From the 4th of July

(Ed. note: cleaning out my mailbox on my phone, I forgot that I tried to send the below paragraph via SMS and it didn't post. So I'm posting now even though it's after Labor Day now. Important to me.)

This 4th of July is the first one in my adult memory where my dad's not having a party. I'm not sure what to do with myself other than be more than a little heartbroken.
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